Everything they say is bad feels so good

I've been afflicted by addictions. I won't tell you what they are.

Anyway, I've been craving some spontaneity. Some random ideas, creativity. What happened to the guys that wanna take you skydiving? So anyway I think I'm looking for something serious in a guy but I wanna take it slow. Cuz last time someone tried to talk to me, they took it too fast and I kinda shut them out. It's not really because I didn't like them, it's just that it kinda scared me because it's something I'm not exactly used to.

Let me reiterate something: every time I write in my blog, I think of someone who apparently has forgotten about me. Because camilo's the reason why I even started this blog. Anyway, I'm gonna go get dressed and str8en my hair. Call me before my casa phone is disconnected.

Pcers.
Sash.

It's been a while

Gay.

Am I?

I'm not even sure anymore. Lately, I've been so boy crazy that I've been questioning my "sexual orientation". I mean, I'm attracted to girls, but definitely not in the sense that I might be attracted to a guy. Butttttt I definitely get little crushes. But are they really crushes? Or do I just WANT them to be crushes? I'm just trying to be real. I don't want to claim a title that doesn't neccessarily apply to me. I mean... I don't run around the school screaming "HEY I'M BI" just as a straight person wouldn't go running around screaming "Yo I'm straight!" Wtf... That is YOUR business. If I'm bi, I'm bi. Fuck haters, fuck skeptics, fuck your mom. Lol. JKKK jk. Not even. Who says you have to pick one? Why can't you just be a human? Who cares about labels like gay, straight, or bi?? I think it's just superfluous information people use just to give themselves another quality. Seriously. Are you that boring?? Anyway, Imma write more later, I gotta get to my online personal fitness class. Hah. Procrastination is seriously my specialty.

Talk to ya later hoes

sasha