Insideeee.

Trying to mold my future isn't easy when I have my goals constantly changing, and my mind constantly rearranging my priorities. It's almost as though I am growing up too fast for myself. It feels like too much for me to handle, and place a tight grasp on. The only aspects of my life that I cannot control are the only ones that I DO want to control. Oh well.


What it is, is what it do.

Ha.


Well IDK what else to say. I was inspired to write a poem or perhaps just a philosophical tidbit but I'm slacking..



Yours, with the greatest regards,

Sasha Butttt.

Growling Stomach

Bagel in my bag..
In the library..

NO FOOD OR DRINKS.

how gay!

(ANYWAY) Guess who has a job interview this Saturday @ Pacsun?! Yes, of course. YOU.

ok maybe not.. but ME.

I'm happy, i really need a job and I hope this is it. If I dont get hired anywhere by November 1st I'm gonna apply at the movie theaters and everywhere else because the holidays are arriving and people will be hiring.


Love life -> Still life photo.


Humour me with comments,

j'adore


Sasha

Wanting what you can't have

It's inevitable. I told him I don't want to contact him until he's really ready for me.

But I catch myself reaching for the phone, longing to hear his voice, for him to hold me again, and to kiss him again. This is so unhealthy. I cant go a minute without him crossing my mind.

I have an interview at Pacsun this saturday <3


Maybe this job will get my mind off of him!

I keep hearing break up and love songs everywhere and I just wanna say STFU!!


Miss you Angel Gabriel Rodriguez :(


*Love is a fairy taleeee.*

break-ups

So i just broke up with this guy that I liked alot-- i mean.. ALOT. He kept questioning his readiness for the relationship. That, of course, caused me to question it as well. Where are things going if you're doubting it?

Anyway- i got fired from my job. Whooo hooo job hunting time.

Have you ever tried to look at the bright side of things, but the fact that its so dim makes you even more depressed? Yeah- gay.


I've decided that I'm a beautiful, smart girl and I need to get my mind off of this guy that's just keeping me away from my personal interests and motives. There are plenty of other guys out there that are willing to accept me for me and never doubt for one second if they're ready to be with me.


Relationships are so devastating. Time for school- new job (hopefully) and future concentration. ;)



WISH ME LUCK, BRUH.!

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