Acquiesce

So there's alot going on right now!! I know I have been slacking on my blog but I've been kinda afraid to write in it ever since I realized how easy it is to find it through search engines. Ahhh well. Stick it in your juice box and suck it! So I have recently moved in with my Nana again. Yes, I said again because it isn't the first time that I moved in with her. The first time was when my mom was still with Mike and I was having difficulties respecting his authoritah. This time it was because I went out to a teen night club and I didn't come back until the next morning. What I did was seriously not even worth getting in trouble for!!!!! Because the people that I ended up hanging out with were completely ignorant and stupid. I say this because I got my feelings hurt. A guy that I thought liked me in fact didn't like me at all. He was basically just a womanizer who was trying to get with ME and my FRIEND at the same time. I'm sorry but I don't associate with grimy ass players.... ANYWAYYYYY to the good news. Teresa will be coming to mersa high school [name disguised for protection] with me next week! I'm so freaking happy about it because I have a few friends at this school, just none that I can completely trust. She's planning on saying goodbye to all her gateway people and joining me here at "MHS" haha. Sooo Jay. The asshole. is back in my life. DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA.

I can't even describe how dramatic everything seems when it has to do with him. We have more mutual friends than I knew because now I'm finding crap out that didn't even know before!!!!!!!!! To go into detail--- there's this guy.. We'll call him "Jake" because I like that name. Well... "Jake" was a friend of mine in which I instilled trust into. One day I was crying about Jay and "Jake" was there to help me vent. I told him some things I shouldn't have told him and he blew it all out of proportion! He told (we'll call this guy Ron) Ron that Jay had raped me! What a terrible lie!!!!!! So now Ron and Jake see Jay as a rapist.

Anyway. That pissed me off. And another thing... (Let this girl be Mariah) Mariah went and BOTHERED Jay about me. Bothered him. So he got annoyed with my name. She got him so annoyed, to the point where he didn't want to hear it anymore, so he told her that I was a big regret, I'm annoying, and he tries to avoid me. Dude. This was like a stab in my heart. I was so upset that I felt like PUNCHING him.. Maybe cutting his balls off.

I miss my family :( Living in ********** is soooo boring sometimes). I feel bad because I feel like I'm losing touch with my mom.

I'm fat. I weigh 140! Lol jk I'm not fat. I want to be 135 lbs.


Ohhhh and Joel.. Hmmm what can I say about Joel ^_^ He makes me laughhhhhh I need that.


I'm not serious with anybody right now. Maybe I'll find out about a random guy that likes me or something ^_^

Anyway... I've written too much.

HASTA LUEGOOO :p

SASHA