My day. Sucked?

Yep.. Today was one of those days... First off it started out with this guy I'm talking to. We're not

exclusive but we do things that an exclusive couple does. He tried to leave with the sorriest

goodbye ever so I slammed the door in his face [i didnt want him to leave in the first place..]

It made me so mad because everytime he comes to my house [or the opposite] something

random always comes up and he has to go within 10-20 minutes, [20 if im lucky!]... He treats

me as if I am lucky to have him when to be honest, he's lucky to have me because he does

nothing to make me happy! Well today I told him how he is losing me and just can't have

me anymore. He took the "give me a chance.. i'm so pressured" approach. This pissed

me off even more because I was never pressuring him.. He was just pushing me away!

Afterwards [sorry for all the ranting...] I got into 6th period and my teacher Mrs. Earle kept

scolding me and she took away my phone and all I did was look at the time... Ridiculous shit.



Anyway... Glad I got that off my chest. He only loves me when I leave him so maybe I should

be out of his life forever if I want him to feel the same way about me as I do him!

UGHHHH.

-Right now I'm listening to Avant's "When it hurts"
-It reminded me, sadly, of my "relationship" with Jay.
-My neck is KILLING me.
-The library is really stuffy and I smell my perfume 3x more than earlier
-I miss so many people :[
-Tired of shedding tears;;;

R