WHOA details.

Didn't go to school today. *Sick*. Seriously though. I was coughing and headache-ing, and sneezing, and in pain, period. I found out the other day that I had to go to a desposition [sp?] for a possible trial in the future. Wow this was soo overwhelming because it meant I had to relive a crazy incident all over again. The public defender [more like staunch defender] was practically probing me, and I was supposed to be the victim. Man it was awkward.

Walking into a court house, people seem so uptight. With their business suits and suitcases. You can't help but wonder... What the hell do they have in that stupid suitcase? Then there are the people that are there for their own issues.. You walk down the corridor and they stare at you as if they can guess your reason for being there. Yeahhh I was just glad it was only 1hr and 1/2.

Today I went into this extreme TV mode and watched "Failure to Launch" (greatttt movie.) and "Affinity" (verrry different.)

Affinity was about these lesbian women [no it wasnt porn] and it back in conservative 1800s times.. Anyway, it was quite the weird movie of the year. It goes in the same category as "American Beauty".

So I went crazy today with an overcoming feeling of unproductiveness so I decided I am gonna write a list.

I am no longer depending on other people to fix my problems, or even listen to them!

No longer will I share my secrets with more than 1-2 people that I really love/care about.

I won't be allowing guys to control my decisions

I'll be writing in this blog more often, exercising my mind because "Lord" knows how long that's been..

Stop saying things like "oh my god" or "jesus christ" since I don't believe in either.

I can't remember any more right now. lol
So anyways.. Thats all I feel like posting. Here, I'll take a picture for goodbye's sake=]